Ftv Kandace Dangerous Curves

I'm not someone who likes to talk about themselves so I guess this isn't the easiest thing for me to do, but I'm glad I'm becoming more comfortable with myself and my body to be able to do this. I'm even more glad that I get to share it with you guys. I've always been more ashamed of my body than proud. I was always told to cover up and told I didn't look "appropriate" from a young age. I felt like other girls could wear cute little tube tops, but if I did it, I created too much attention and that just wasn't good. I've learned now that the attention is in fact a good thing. It's really all about confidence. Having that helps others perceive you in a more positive light. I'm learning to smile more.. that's hard for me as well. I never really masturbated (or enjoyed sex to be quite honest) until about three years ago. I'm glad I finally started exploring my own body because I came to love and understand myself so much more. I've learned what I like and what I don't like, what triggers me, and what turns me off. I'm much more willing to experiment now, while still staying within my own boundaries.
There are many things that scare me in this industry and I'm still learning, but I'm able to take a stance on what I will and won't do and I really think that comes from gaining the confidence that I now have. I'd have to say my biggest confidence boost was my ex boyfriend who is still a friend of mine and a huge supporter of everything I've done lately. He really took the time to get to know me personally and actually cared about how I felt (in the bedroom and out.) All I ever really wanted was to find inner peace (after a lot of harassment and assault I've experienced in my life,) and I really think I've finally found that. Understanding your body is just as important as understanding your mind in my opinion. I've done a lot of sexual exploration as well as soul searching, and I'm really at the best place I've ever been at in my life. I have so many dreams of traveling and just seeing the world in its entirity and taking it all in. That's my ultimate goal in life.. to be able to travel. I took my first plane ride about 8 months ago.. yes, at 23 years old! I'm not the biggest fan of flying, but hey, who really is? You have to conquer that fear to be able to see the world, right? The bigger the risk, the bigger the reward.

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